eleven come seven

i am very happy to report that our cycle is off to a very good start.  finally.  josh went in for his procedure this past wednesday where they were able to retrieve sperm again!  the egg donor was there as well for egg retrieval.  it was quite a surreal experience to know that she was in the same building as us.  i am not going to lie, i considered sneaking down to the hospital waiting room to catch a glimpse but was thankfully able to refrain myself.  marge, our ivf nurse, called later that afternoon to report that they had retrieved 11 eggs!  they like to get ten to twelve so this was excellent news.  if you remember, they were only able to retrieve seven from me.  josh and i were thrilled with the news!

they called thursday morning to inform us that seven eggs fertilized!  this in itself is fabulous news, but the icing on the cake is that four of them were fertilized with josh's sperm and three with the donor sperm!  i, of course, was thrilled but josh was over the moon!  things seem to be finally going our way.  they called again this morning with another report and all seven are still kickin'.  out of josh's four, two have divided into four cells, one into 3 cells, and the last into two cells.  with the donor sperm, there are two four cell and one three cell.  they should continue to divide each day so this is great progress.

they will call again in the morning with another count.  talk about living life one day at a time.  sheesh.  after our report in the morning they will transfer the embryos to a new medium making tomorrow the most critical day for our little babies.  prayers, good vibes, positive energy, witchcraft, and voo-doo all welcome.  the report on sunday will likely reflect the number we will have to work with on monday morning when we go in for transfer.  last time, we began with four embryos and ended up with two on the day of transfer.  they will transfer two unless come monday there are only two embryos left, one belonging to the donor and one to josh.  if this should be the case, they will only transfer one and freeze the remaining.  i don't anticipate that happening given our good start but you never know.

josh and i both feel very positive and much more relaxed this time around.  we had to begin the intramuscular shots again which are no fun but not the worst thing in the world.  i am trying not to get my hopes too high for the obvious fear of being let down again but i have a very good feeling about this.  i will be on bed rest the day of and the day after transfer so i will update again the beginning of the week!